Ok so woooowww... its been like..well a long time since I last ever wrote in this thing, but upon reading several other peoples', I thought it would be a good thing to try to get back into...so heres to catching up

This semester has been so awesome-- Ive been just blessed to have some really great people in my life, especially Hayley, who has been an awesome friend to me in the last several weeks.  We've had some of the deepest and most in-depth conversations that Ive ever had with anyone ever, and its been refreshing, because I need to have that in my life. Whether its talking about God, personality, psych, or just life in general...im really thankful for her and everything that we've been able to talk about lately...after losing some other friends when I really was struggling and needed help, this came at the right time, and I thank God for it...

God was something that Ive struggled tons with over the last months and years, and it hasnt gotten any easier, but Im working on it- its all about having that relationship and having it be somehting that consumes your life and everything you do- at a liberal secular university, thats more important than ever...

hmmm what else...ohhhhh yeah today, well technically yesterday, was my 21st birthday, and it was pretty awesome.  I went to the football game to see my Wolverines destroy State, then when home and dressed up for birthday dinner.  Hayley took me out to an awesome Italian place on Main, and I had this great dinner, and ordered a Godiva chocolate martini ( and thats all haha)...wow yummmm --- 'twas a birthday that I'll remember for awhile---

well thats all for this resurgent entry -- a small slice of my life, one thats been pretty freakin' hard over the last year and a half...some of thats my own doing, some is broken friendships, some is the problems of life, but its all worth it, eventually.... pray for me... I know I need it